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道育班 Monday, October 30, 2006

两天一夜的道育班就这样过去了。

开始时我还认为将会很闷，甚至想不想去。但我去了之后，不但不后悔，还认为获益不浅。

这两天，想了很多，很多。
发现了许多东西。如，发闷是自己给予自己的。谢谢大家。

lolz.

nth much else. lolz. try my best not to feel sian from now. lolz.

till nxt time..

anyway i got reuben's 3rd video ready already. but still thinking of whether to upload it. must choose a good date.. mayb my birthday?... nah too late.. lolz. dunno yet.. the video will be released when it is released.

我和你素不相识,我连你的名字是什么都不知道.
但不知为何,我的眼睛却一直往你那方向看.
我一个月,甚至一年都不见你几次.
而你也不知我的存在.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

sian Friday, October 27, 2006

lolz. today was a sian day. lolz. morn went cina lessons. damn sian. went off halfway in the lesson cos it was too sian.. den afternoon football cancelled cos too many ppl got stuff on..

sian. tomolo still got tt dunno wad talk...

but after tt got temple camp which i hope to be fun. lolz.

till nxt time...

FM is making me F***ing Mad... lolz.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

the prestige Wednesday, October 25, 2006

lolz. i ray n addi has officially pulled off a bigger trick than west ham's capture of the argentinians. more details ask anyone. lolz.

lolz.

only park still in dunno.. as of posting time...

till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

PW + buddha class. Tuesday, October 24, 2006

lolz. yesterday night put myself into the record books by winning the UEFA cup for west ham( in FM of cos)

lolz. this is my team just before the match, only 1 striker in sheringham. who is 41 and fred sears who is 17 both are shit. i got 4 strikers + farfan who can also play there makes 5. but somehow all can get injured at the same time. so i have to rely on tactical genius to win my opponent. Inter Milan. I would say this is the most difficult and most exciting match i ever played on FM.

youngster of mine as the attacking midfielder. having just lost out on the premiership my team seemed spurred to win. before the match i though i will have to reload alot of times to win the cup. but turn out i play only 1 match win liao. before the match i told the team. "look we have came this far, we have nothing to lose, so get in there and give it all you have.", well anyway that was what i thought and the closest statement in game i can get was "The pressure is off, you have nothing to lose". an excellent 1st half performance saw robert green made some pretty amazing saves especially from a point blank effort from torres who had signed for them in theSince i only got 2 strikers i started with a 4-4-1-1 formation with mark noble, another game. Fred sears was lively on the other end. although always robbed by materazzi, he managed 2 shots on target. so we enter half time with scores tied at 0-0. 2nd half was pretty much the same business. I had that gut feeling that the match will go to penalties and thus decided to only make 1 substitution and save the rest for extra time. benayoun comes on for noble. Green continues to perform in goal aided by the solid back 4. full time. 0-0. extra time. i put in sheringham and guardado and began to take control. dominated 1st half of extra time but still no goals. with the match seemingly headed for extra time. my side perfomed miracles. in the last minute of extra time. 119'. WHU gets a corner and guardado drifts the corner in, sheringham turns under pressure and scores from a tight angle. The crowd goes into raptures! West Ham win's the UEFA cup!!! i said congratulations to the team and asked them to savour this cup victory..

lolz. for the new season i got 6.5m from last season +10.5m after winning the Uefa cup + 1m from selling jonathan spector +1.5m from selling Hayden Mullins. so a total of 19.5m to spend. brought francisco Merida from arsenal for 975k, Gonzalo Higuain and Silva for 5m each from river and valencia respectively, 700k for Oliver Deschacht from anderlecht and 5.75m for salomon kalou from Chelsea, all who are believe are quality

so this is my current squad relegated a few to my reserves but promoted a few back think i must try to be more in the game and treat them as real ppl. lolz. i might sound crazy but this is the way to make the game fun. lolz. not like some ppl scourge the world for talents then throw them to feeders... lolz. ray hor?.. lolz. joking joking. everyone got their way of playing FM cos it's such a wonderful game with so many ways to play it. lolz.

anyway. today morn met serhua n jiaying for PW. lolz. den afternoon went mingde temple to do temple stuff. nth much. pretty much wasted the day. tomolo still got cina mock exams but dun care lah. lolz. pia for the real one.

anyway. just had a quite heated but fun and good discussion on ashton and football wif ray. eh ray, i hire u as scout in my fm game.. lolz.

till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

sian Monday, October 23, 2006

lol. life getting sian. lolz. like no meaning cept for FM. lolz. nid to find something to do. lolz. esp in this deeparaya holidays. dun wanna go out cos of the stupid haze. when the hell is this fucking haze gonna end. they should burn the ppl who burn the forests.. haze somehow dropped abit juz now cos of some rain. damn it. hate the haze.

lolz. VJC headmistress left e skool for 'greener pastures'. lolz. dun remember her for anything cept tt letter in which she allowed me to return to VJC after my brief stint in NZ.

Went Vivo yesterday to buy bionicle cos the toyrus there got opening sale then got 60% off. thus i am one step closer to completing my collection of bionicles. lolz. yeah. u may say childish but lolz. i think they are damn nice. lolz. think e stupidest things one can collect are stickers and pirated dvds lolz. stickers are stupid cos they are all made by small companies and factories like xinxin corparation with spelling mistakes and one will never collect finish. lolz. pirated dvd even more stupid. juz stock up so the police can come hantam u with fines when they see ur collection.

need something serious to do.. not cina a levels. tt sux. it's so easy tt i do not believe it sometimes. but i still gotta study it cos its a levels anyway.

lolz. juz now e keeper toked 2 me n ray bout the newcastle flop. lolz. i was like WTF LOL OMFG. but lolz. nvm. asked us why he was a flop. lolz.

plan emergency. delete all contents. all personel harakiri. leave no traces.lolz.

The operation will be revealed soon. stand by.

who should i believe.

lolz...

till nxt time

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

feeling westham-ish Wednesday, October 18, 2006

FM is great. pure magic. i noe i have said this a million times but still must say it.

lolz. somewhat dissapointed with my promos.. heck.. make it very dissapointed. i noe i pass all but this is not what i want.. so i will pia nxt yr.. but not b4 that.. lolz. sian.. the thought of maths tutorial bores me n i dun think i will do it... yet.. lolz. got 2 Es, 2 Ds and 1B for promos.. which is ultra mediocre and totally not how a champion should score.. if others can get 90+ for e subjects i will be able to too... i will be... feeling damn westham-ish... like u noe u should be satisfied but u noe u aren't... one day i will be there among the top.. lolz...mayb dec will start fighting liao. lolz.

juz now watching 精武门 vcds i borrowed from malaysia.. it was quite nice. damn alot of fighting much better than those whatever 连续剧s now.. wad 宫.. shit show. no fighting at all... shows without any sort of fighting sux.. lolz. ok not all but cannot understand this type of shows which i think is totally pointless.. lolz.

sian.. gonna go slp liao.. lolz... not watching football tonight.. lolz. cos i hate chelsea and although i adknowledge (dunno how 2 spell) that barca is a gd team, i dun really support them also.. n thus will not watch... even if watch i will watch roma and totti instead.

till nxt time...

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

game on Sunday, October 15, 2006

lolz. played throughout yesterday nite till 5am wif zhou reub ran n joko. watched e Manure match. lolz. damn excited when wigan got a 1-0 lead.. only to get dissapointed and go watch I not stupid too on Channel 8 when manure score 3. lolz. west ham lose again. sack that pardew. he now has lost 6 in a row.

Later gonna play again. not tired although feel tired. lolz. feel like sleeping but when i lay on e bed i cannot sleep. lolz. so i am typing with my eyes clsoed now. if got anything wrong dun blame me. lolzl.

pw sux. lolz. dun feel like doin it. but i cannot let my grp down .lolz. still typing with my eyes closed, when i openthem will see how well i fare with eyes closed . lolz.

Well judgement dayu is tomorrow. lolz. when i think we will get back at least a dew papers. lolz. damn scared sia. lolz. scared i fail den retain gone liao.. lolz. damn scared sia.. lolz.. may hope be wif me.. lolz.

opened my eyes. cos someone juz toked 2 me via MSN n although can type without seeing cannot see without seeing. lolz. listening to some old karaoke songs my parents have.. suddenly like 掌心 a song a previously related to ＮＫＦ n didn't bothered hearing.. but now thing it is quite nice. lolz.

妳手中的感情線　是不可洩漏的天機
那也許是我一生　不能去的禁區
我到底在不在妳掌心　還是只能往事中紮營
在茫茫的天和地儉閱整個世界的風雨

愛上妳　是不是天生的宿命
深夜裡　夢裡總都是妳倩影
而心痛是妳給我的無期徒刑

攤開妳的掌心　讓我看看妳
玄之又玄的秘密
看看裡面是不是真的有我有妳
攤開妳的掌心　握緊我的愛情
不要如此用力　這樣會握痛握碎我的心
也割破妳的掌妳的心

lolz. nth much else.. till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

Flying solo Friday, October 13, 2006

lolz. for the first time in my life i am left @ home myself for more than 1 day. lol. this may sound impossible but its true. lolz. flying solo until monday. lolz. sian. now that i come back from NZ like everyone going overseas. Daniel formerly of choir left for America dunno since when n now Joko is going Aust. sian.

Having played whole day. lolz. i play until sian den thought abt this yr. This yr has been amazing. almost like story book. lolz. The most memorable thing that happened was obviously my brief but eventful stint in NZ (refer here), learnt alot. more than anything. lolz. still remember the scene where my friends owned my whole family's friends by swarming the Airport. I thank you all again for that. that scene will forever be imprinted in my memory sia. damn 感人。 At there learnt how ppl live outside Singapore and for the first time saw a sky covered wif stars. lolz. a scene that can never be seen in Singapore where skys are always clouded. lolz. Besides the NZ thing, also many other things happened like going into VJC n into a new environment which are overshadowed by the NZ thing. lolz.

nth much else. damn sleepy. tomolo still got open house n muz help out. lolz.

now thinking back.. i think i made the right choice in coming back. i have no regrets. lolz.

till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

For middle earth Tuesday, October 10, 2006

as i wait for ran to start the battle. lolz. n patching to end. i post. lolz. Today was a great day. lolz.

watched Rob-b-hood wif manhope, zhou, reubs n ran juz now lolz. That show has a stupid title which some sorts of hide its true greatness.. lolz. damn funny sia.. lolz. another classic by jackie chan. lolz. much better than miami vice.. face it.. chinese martial arts will always own angmohs fighting.. lolz. after which went ran's place play WE10. lolz. sian. i and reub kip on tio own by 5-star com. lolz. den zhou was top scorer. lolz. damn it.. lolz. i enter secret training liao.. when i come back.. i will be a champion. lolz. greatness is in me. lolz.

Installed the neverwinter nights which Reubs lent me decades ago. lolz. its still a good game.. better than diablo.. but still too 'diablo'ish. lolz. think the best RPG i played so far is still Fable. lolz. damn nice tt game. lolz. addictive.. totally un'diablo'ish and not turn based. lolz. den e graphics also damn nice.. lolz. 10 stars. lolz. one of e few games in which i bought the real version. lolz.

tomolo hope no haze. den can kick. lolz.

but for now. middle earth. here i come. lolz.

till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

FM screenshots. Monday, October 09, 2006

To those who can't understand why FM07 is such a great game.. here are some screenshots. its much much better than 06.. lolz.

Lolz. a great game.. totally wonderful. lolz. here are just a few screen shots to show the greatness of the game.. but it is far more than just this.. lolz.

till nxt time

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

wkend Sunday, October 08, 2006

lolz. this is the best wkend i had in quite a while sia. cept for the haze... which is killin me.. lolz..finally sianded of the Fm demo den i went play battle for middle earth II.. lolz. damn fun also... lolz. thrashed an american noob. lolz.

Friday went to the AHS PSG mooncake celebration thing.. lolz. went chill n played mahjong.. damn it.. i still dunno how to count.. lolz. then after that the adults invade the mahjong table and we are kicked out of the game. lolz. damn sian. lolz. den nth 2 do so i was thinking abt my past mooncake festivals.. lolz. actually my family dun rally celebrate cos we have moved from malaysia to singapore and singapore to malaysia so many times that we see no reason in celebrating mooncake fest wif nobody. lolz. I see no point in carrying lanterns even as a child last time. lolz. i think they are more fun when we burn them.. lolz. and that is what i do last time.. lolz. the bigger the fire the better.. lolz. mooncakes. the ultimate traditional chinese food along with 粽子 and 豆沙饼.. lolz. the best mooncakes to me are the 莲蓉 and 五仁 ones.. lolz. the 五仁 ones are those with 5 kind of nuts inside and is totally filled with those nuts.. n i dun like the yolks.. lolz. think i removes the great taste of 莲蓉. lolz. and i hate those whatever new flavour.. what ice cream mooncake.. fuck it. those 2 things can't mix. lolz. or what mango mooncake or whatever.. lolz. the green tea one still ok although it also not tt nice. lolz. Tea, another must for mooncake fest. not anykind of tea.. definitely not those bottled or canned tea.. lolz. my father last time buy back from China some damn gd tea.. lolz. den still got quite alot left.. lolz. damn it.. i like tea.. it keeps me awake for more FM and battle for middle earth. lolz.

Yesterday stayed at home nearly the whole day cos of the fucking stupid haze. lolz. damn it. why do indonesia has to burn its trees.. n according to some sources, those plantations are owned by Singaporeans and Malaysians. lolz. so we are killing ourselves actually.. damn it.. soccer is cancelled cos of the stupid haze. lolz. if the haze go on like this die liao.. dun nid go out chill liao. lolz.

lolz. wanna kick but the haze is killin me. lolz. sian.. nth 2 do cept play com.. which is too getting sian.. lolz. mayb its time for another video... lolz.

sian.. till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

Exam ends Friday, October 06, 2006

lolz. ok. exams ended. lolz. song bo. lolz. now i can dedicate my life to FM. something i have been unable to do for quite a long time... i noe i still got chinese A level.. but tt is freefrag. lolz. dun care bout anything else now. only FM, battle of middle earth II, Fable and Neverwinter Nights matter now.. lolz. damn song. yeah...

Juz now cina was freefrag. like always to me. lolz. but stupid thing is everytime we cina ppl must move table n chair. lolz. damn sian. n i spell cina as cina cos chinese got 3 letters more and its a waste of energy to type so much. lolz.

FMFMFM.
Better than FHM.

later going to AHS parent support grp mooncake festival meeting thing. lolz. juz slack there. lolz. though i would prefer to spend more time with my beloved FM and West Ham.

GK
Roy CARROLL
Robert GREEN

D
John PAINTSIL
Tyrone MEARS
Paul KONCHESKY
George MCHARTNEY
Anton FERDINAND
James COLLINS
Daniel GABBIDON
Cesare NATALI

M
Javier MASHERANO
Nigel REO-COKER
Lee BOWYER
Yossi BENAYOUN
Jefferson FARFAN
Matthew ETHERINGTON
Kyle REID
Hayden MULLINS

S
Dean ASHTON
Carlos TEVEZ
Bobby ZAMORA
Hogan EPHRAIM
Teddy SHERINGHAM

yeah.. lolz. my West ham squad now in my second 6mths as them. lolz. cos e demo only can play 6 mths... can't wait for 20th!!!

lolz. but west ham in real life has been dissapointing, very dissapointing.... feel like givin up on them... but i noe i won't.. i will stay loyal.. what is this compared to the darkness 2 years ago.. considering that.. we still improved alot...

till nxt time,.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

hate raw food. Sunday, October 01, 2006

lolz. played a bit of FM07 juz now. i noe i am not supposed to but the lure proved too great.. to sum it all up. one word- genius. lolz. its simply wonderful. in 1hr as manager of the club, i signed Igor tudor from Juventus and Titus Bramble from Newcastle as well as Mauro Rosales from Ajax for a combined $10m to beef up my west ham team after i got $10m from selling Zamora and James Collins. Also got a league 2 club, Barnet as my feeder club, although all its players are so lousy that i dun even have to take a 2nd look at them but it proved useful as i loaned several of my up and coming youngsters to them. Played in 3 friendly matches and left the rest to my assistant.

West Ham VS Nottingham Forest
My 1st game in charge, Fell behind in the 31st min by a Gary Holt goal after a lapse of comcentration on my injury torn defence. but Dean Ashton quickly leveled things up with a great goal from a freekick in the 41st min. Then in the 56th min, Carlton Cole came in to replace Tevez and scored within 10mins after coming in. 2-1. Zamora then added a third after substituting Dean Ashton in the 84th mins. Final score 3-1. Great start to my managerial career. Impressed by Dean Ashton but dissapointed with Tevez.

not bad. lolz. the game is damn fun.

lolz. i simply hate raw food. all kinds. Veggie or non-veggie. I hate them raw. or uncooked. damn it. for me uncooked food is uncivilised. lolz. and my mother made salad for dinner. damn it. gonna hate today's dinner.

Sian. tomorrow D-day begins. lacking in confidence in Econs. Hate it. lolz. Damn Econs. but my physics like quite ok. lolz. haven did maths so econs and maths shall kill me along with Gp which has already killed me. lolz.

Sian. go eat liao.. till nxt time. go download FM07 demo from www.sigames.com

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO