DIEGO| FORZA FORÇA

bad day Saturday, September 30, 2006

lolz. yesterday was a damn bad day to me. lolz. morn wake up crashed into the glass cabinet door and made the glass shatter and cut my hand. lolz. damn sian. den later go skool study tio kaopeied by tthe whole PE dept. lolz. but at that time damn funny and i was trying my best not to laugh. lolz. at first, the whole PE dept welcome my mother's car like some VIP like that, everyone smiling, like during IMF like that. Then after a while they found out my mother not some principal they welcoming, as i stepped out of the car, with home shorts and PE shirt. Their faces change immedietely, esp the Mr tan n Mr seet. who immedietely KP me n say, " eh boy, u think here the beach ah?' lolz. i was like WTF. LOL. OMFG. lolz. den ask me go buy black pants... lolz. den i heck den go out of skool go marine parade library to mug. lolz. damn sian.

lolz. the world is tempting me to play sia. CM demo is out, e ful game is out Oct13. Fm demo is out tomorrow morn. full version out of Oct 20th. dammit. lolz. but look on the bright side. 6days left. lolz. 6 days left till the end of all this..lolz. sian..

juz listened to Desperado by Eagles for the Xth time, where X is a positive intergal. lolz.

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet

Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

anyway. just found out that the UEFA champions league song was an alternate interpretation of Zadok the Priest, the song i sung in choir. lolz. no wonder last time i liked to celebrate goals to that tune.

Ceux sont les meilleurs equipes,
Sie sind die allerbesten Mannschaften
The main event

Die Meister, Die Besten,Les Grandes Equipes, The Champions

Une grande reunion
Eine grosse sportliche Veranstaltung
The main event

Ils sont les meilleurs
Sie sind die besten
These are the champions

Die Meister, Die Besten, Les Grandes Equipes, The Champion

Die Meister, Die Besten, Les Grandes Equipes, The Champions

lolz. love that song now. influenced by Ray. lolz. DIE MEISTER. DIE BESTEN. LES GRANDES EQUIPES. THE CHAMPIONS... lolz. now dreaming to that song. imagine myself walking out of the stadium, greeted by 70,000 fans.camera lights flashing. loud cheers. I go to my position. Keeper. Lampard takes penalty against me. I saved. 90 mins past.. Corner for my team. say Valencia, cos i noe West ham has as much chance of getting into the champions leagie final as wigan winning the league. so even in the dream i must be practical. lolz. say last corner. I run up, scores still tied at 0-0, vincente takes the corner, villa heads it back out of the penalty area, albelda passes it to me, I shoot. Goal. Referee blows the whistle as i celebrated my goal to this tune. ZADOK THE PRIEST, AND NATHAN THE PROPHET, ANOINTED JIAHAO AS KING.. AND ALL THE PEOPLE REJOICED. REJOICED. AND ALL THE PEOPLE REJOICED. DIE MEISTER. DIE BESTEN. LES GRANDES EQUIPES. THE CHAMP... sian. my mother breaks the dream by calling me go study. haiz. better go mug. lolz. if not her nagging will kill me. lolz.

just 6 more days. i noe it will pass soon...

Till nxt time

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

screw econs. Thursday, September 28, 2006

Screw Econs. it doesnt make sense @ all.. elasticity makes me think of rubber, income inequality make me think of my poor financial situation, government failure makes me think of thaksin.. damn it.. why dun they make econs more real and introduce real concepts instead of price rubber of demand and supply... lolz. damn sian.

Hammer's Vs Palermo tonight. but yet i am lacking in my usual passion on football... cept for that 1 hr period before dinner in which i post many forca stuff at the forum. lolz.

In the second part on my road to politics, i dreamt juz now if what if i was the minister of foreign affair cos i was looking at a globe i dug out from the depths of my room. lolz. den from Singapore i formulated a war plan to take over the world.. lolz.. WHAHAHAHA.. lolz. then i became the true EMPEROR OF THE WORLD. lolz. tt is my dream.. i noe its unattainable.. but a man can always dream...

Dreeeeeam.. dream dream dream... dreeeam. dream dream dream...
when i want you... in my arms
when i want you... and all your charms..
whenever i want you all i have to do.. is dream.... dream dream dream...

lolz. was listening to tt song juz now.. lolz. Only trouble is... Gee whiz.. im dreaming my life away.. lolz.

Time goes by really super slowly.. i felt as though 12mths have came and gone even though it was not even 12 hours since i wake up this morn. I want time to go quickly.. yet i want more time... lolz. which leads me to my new theory of time that will revolutionize physics.. somthing that will win me a noble prize.. or was it a nobel prize.. lolz. anyway.. Time is the average of perspective of time by man and differs from every person. Thus if someone feels that he want more time yet want tt time to go past quickly, time will average out itself and become a constant, now known as the Diego constant, in which one second is defined as the amt of time taken from the time a person shoot the ball from the penalty spot at maximum strength until it enters into the centre of the goal. lolz chim rite... lol.

anyway.. gotta go slp.. tomorrow is another long day.. lolz. Tomorrow never dies... lolz.. casino royale is comin soon.. gonna see it.. either for the action or the bond girl.. or both.. lolz..

nice try ray and bain. but not good enough you gonna need more to fake me.. lolz. though u have me faked for awhile.. lolz..

the song ended... n now is love will keep us alive by eagles.. lolz..and i thinking of lyrics to put into it.. lolz..

I was mugging, all alone in my air coned room.
U were searching, for something to mug...
Lost and lonely,
now i seriously can't study econs.
When we're hungry, mugging won't keep us alive.

Don't you worry,
Sometimes you juz gotta go online..
your world is changing,
right before your eyes..
now i've mugged
theres no more emptyness inside...
when we're hungry. mugging won't keep us alive...

I would mug to pass,
Read the thickest txtbook.
baby, theres nothing i wouldnt mug..

lolz. till nxt time.. Diego presents, mugging wun keep you alive.. lolz.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

GP ends Wednesday, September 27, 2006

lolz. at least part of my suffering has ended. GP had ended. Damn it. GP sux. the passage B tok wad kok also i dunno. like writing in french like that, mayb write in french also i understand a bit more. sian.

Went Parkway eat n chill 4 a while juz now. came back feel damn sian. den went play football wif my primamry 4 neighbour. den now come online slack 4 awhile more before i go back to the routine mugging. life is slowing to a crawl. JUST 8 DAYS TO THE END. but time.....goes by.... so slowly........... yet time... can do... so much... lolz. normally 8 days would have come and go in like no time at all.. like after saturday see football den whole wk talk football then saturday comes again wif more football.. sian. football is still there. but the mood isnt. this sux. Palermo is playing West Ham tomorrow in what might be West Ham's( yes i am gonna be practical here) last match in Europe. yet i got no feel like i always do. this sux. my heart is like dead. so is my promos. 8 more days. Every moment a day, every day a lifetime... lolz. damn it. i could slack my time through, but i know i could not.

If only i was the education minister, i would revolutionize education man. Gone will be useless hours in econs lectures, instead, students will learn econs through interactive games which teach a person to think economically such as Mall Tycoon, Zoo Tycoon, Roller Coaster Tycoon and the best of all Football Manager. Gone GP will be, instead we will do MCQs on current affairs wif questions like who is the prime minister of singapore. Gone will be the long mugging hours, and all work is to be done in skool. period. not such thing as after skool mugging, homework, assignments or any thing. After skool=Play, leisure time. Not time to mug even more. PE will gain a larger proportion of school time, and every school will have a street soccer court for its students to use. Students will have total freedom on what they want to take, no more such thing as contrasting subject or language especially in higher levels of education. No longer will we have exams, instead, maybe we will judge it through some game or assignments. So, lolz. nxt time if i enter politics, vote for me, den mayb i can bring these to you and your children. lolz.

not playing e free 'game' today. lolz.

till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

3-0 Sunday, September 24, 2006

lolz. last nite watched liverpool own tottenham 3-0 then Chelsea fulham 1st half. tottenham really cannot make it now. lolz. sian. today morn see West ham lost again. now to Man City. What the hell is Pardew doing? I really dun wanna see West Ham repeat the terrible 03-04 season.

on another note. FM is gonna be released on 20th October!!! WOOHOO!!! can hardly wait. and its release date is Juz nice after promos. Demo release is programmed to be nxt wkend. so is like after promos straight away can play liao. For FM i am gonna Mug.. lolz. stuck @ physics. found out reading those empty notes of mine is close to useless. So do my assesment bks and read txtbk more useful. lolz.

FM OWNS CM.

listened to Ray's rant last nite and though abt wad he said before falling asleep. Its true. Children now are too pampered and sheltered. For example, last time when we meet problems, we will try to solve them ourselves, telling parents and teachers are not an option and it is considered balless to do so. So even if i involve in a fight and went home with an ankle twisted, i would say i fell into a drain. Or when i failed test or got bad results, instead of going home in that 'act-act' 'pitiful' den crying and look damn sad way and get consoled by parents. I will try every other thing to hide and act a man. I would flush the papers down the toilet, unplug all telephone lines so the teachers can't call, or bury the papers in a hole in the garden( when i was in malaysia) but never will i just like give up these ways without trying them first. But children now do things the other way. Abit problem tell mother tell teacher liao. Den everything also use the crying technique, male or female. To me, a man crying is like so akua, unless its you win world cup or something similar after hardwork, or after a fight, where even if you cry u wun differenciate blood or tears. And parents always seem to favor the younger ones. I remember when i was young, everytime i did something wrong, i was made to face the wall, sometimes for 1 or 2 hours, sometimes kneeling, and sometimes canned until i could no longer feel pain. But i am thankful for that cos it hardened me, especially in primary school fights. My endurance was one of the highest then and i once managed to 'defeat' a guy about 3 times my weight in 'wrestling', which is fighting in the void deck trying to imitate techniques learnt from wrestling. anyway, but now, the younger ones hardly get punished, my sis was rarely punished and even when punished the punishments were much lighter. At 1st i thought is cos my sis is a girl, but after hearing ray rant. i found out it is regardless of sex. Another example, I always try to manourvre my way through troubles by a combo of lies and clever manipulation of feelings, and everytime i fail i rethink my ideas and improve them, but now, i see the children, the try once, then if fail forever dun try again liao. lolz.

anyway. now listening to Imagine by The beatles, damn inspired by it.

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religon too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

Imagine no possesions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
In a brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say i'm a dreamer
But i'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Not like my beliefs but i am changing. lolz.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

anger Friday, September 22, 2006

Pissed by a comment i saw at the forca web. If it was the person who KPed me about a mth ago who did that, i say give up, i am not gonna play against a team who has no sportsmanship at all and start calling people noobs and ****ers even before a single ball has been kicked. If it was anyone else, i say the same to you. One thing we must know before we even kick a ball is sportsmanship, courtesy and respect for the opponent. Even in the EPL you dun see Ferguson calling a manager of a conference team a noob even after the thrashed them 10-0. And even mourinho doesnt call every other person a ****er. To learn to play, you must first learn to respect. Though i am not pro. and i dun go around telling people i am, at least i respect all players even people who play worst than me. Mayb during the match tempers will flare as we take the game seriously but after it i we shake hand and at most critisize abit and talk about the match abit but at least we dun call people ****ers. We are a civilised club, a team of gentlemen. If you and your so called 'team', cos i am not sure if i can call you that, with such uncivilised behavior i dun see how are you civilised enough to form a team. anyway. If you and your so called 'team' could 'trash us anytime', so be it. The fact is i think, and i feel that my team feels, that we wun wanna play against uncivilised ppl like you.

Today was a good day until i saw the thing mentioned above, really enjoyed PE today. nth much today.

I feel that football is a noble art. And the most important thing in the game is not skill, nor speed, nor any technical ability you can think of, but passion. Without it, no matter how much skill you have, how much speed you have, you are but a showoff.

anyway. Wif both FM2007 and CM2007 coming out soon, i feel that this time CM will lose to FM even more. while FM introduced no less than revolutionary stuff like feeder clubs and player interactions. CM only improved the game slightly further and improved the details. Thus, i feel that FM will be much more fun and much better although CM may now be more aestatically pleasing. lolz. still think the green FM background owns CM blue background hands down. You can judge the games yourself at here(FM) and here(CM).

Forca/ 06s55 people pls vist the forum and the website to post comments.

till next time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

promo madness Thursday, September 21, 2006

lolz. and yet another day passed... lolz. today was quite eventful as I, Addi n Ray went n find out 2 things. 2 which i am unable 2 say here cos must build up my trust. Sian. as Ray has said. e whole class like dun trust us to keep things to ourself sia.. lolz. which i think is highly due to our joking personality. but rest assured tt ur secrets rest safe wif us.. Cai Wang hor?.. lolz.

many ppl like cracking under the stress of promos sia.. lolz.. most noticably Park, who has proclaimed "study is fun". 3 wks ago and u tell him tt he will think u crazy den continue playing WOW. so him saying this is WOW.. lolz. confirm siao already. Reubs also, a perrenial slacker has turned to mugging. Last yr O level ask him mug he ask me go play football..WTF..Now i ask him go Joga he tell me he gotta mug or got tution...lolz.Damn promos. lolz. now everyone like crazy like tt. This is gonna be over soon.. N FM will be released soon.. at least i hope so..

today while goin home tio kacaued by a gang of malay sec skool ppl from greenview. Shout at me "excuse me" so loud then turn away when the whole fuckin playground is empty.. lucky they got 4 ppl and a guitar, den i scared tio whack so juz walk away. if instead i got 10 ppl beside me i sure go ask them wad u want one.. lolz. in other words i humji.. but "识时务者为俊杰".. who will go chiong 4 ppl when u got everything to lose and only bruises to gain. lolz. Damn it.. If only i was a 武林高手.. den noe something like 降龙十八掌 or 铁砂掌 i sure go whack one... den escape wif 轻功.. lolz..

finished chem at last.. lolz. but still not really sure in some parts of periodic and grp2 but overall still ok.. lolz. juz read through thermal physics 1 and found out how much there is actually in there.. lolz..

tomolo is the big day. Ray will play against me. Though i think he will definitely score more goals then me ( he must as he is Forca's star striker), i will not just bow down and admit defeat. I will show the true spirit of an Iron, i will never give up. And if no other ppl join and disrubt( dunno how to spell tt) and anyhow switch the teams.. i am sure its gonna be a cracking game.

and Noch, u like not ur old self sia. wad happened? relac man.. lolz. told ya not to join choir.. see lah. now still like busy like hell like tt.. lol..

Time is just not on our side now.. lolz..

till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

Fm Wednesday, September 20, 2006

lolz. went see the FM2007 preview stuffs juz now. lolz. can't wait for it sia.. imagine feeder clubs.. new scouting... better match engine.. ETC.. the thing that interest me e most is e feeder club.. lolz. imagine having santos as a feeder club.. I could have millions of talents man... lolz. song bo...

slacked since comin home till now... cos stupid polyclinic made me feel sick.. gonna go mug liao.. lolz...

Friday.. will be the day.. lolz. as Diego prepares to square off with Ray in a friendly match that will happen if possible. Bring quick feet... and a big heart. lolz. if anyone interested could help film the match if posible.. lolz. den i make into a video after promos.. lolz. baris uno socires.. addi, rong hua, pk, sundar.. lolz. 豪+10}.. lolz. but i would be only a friendly.. lolz. yeah...

gonna mug.. till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

raped Monday, September 18, 2006

lolz. Sian. still no mood to mug. did quite a bit of chem liao. left organic chem now. lolz. juz now did 1st few chapters of physics, up to kinematics.. lolz.

today is a suay day man. lolz. First WHU lost to the magpies. den in econs tio caught for doing maths. Sian. after tt got cina and GP, which of cos effectively made my day lousy. lolz.

Then after tt while going home Addi tio 'rape' by Jiaying. lolz. damn funny. den Addi traumatised, den i n serhua laugh until stomach ache sia. really damn funny. like funny like ~~fuck~~ damn funny. lolz. muz stop scolding vulgarities..

nth much else today.. lolz.. gtg..

till nxt time.. lol

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

EoM accepted Saturday, September 16, 2006

yeah. gd news at last. My EoM has been accepted. lolz.

went Bras basah to buy txtbks juz now. millions cars there due 2 e closure of roads, which makes no sense to me cos more roads closed= more places inaccessible=less cars, but dunno y e reverse happens.lol. sometimes the world juz dun make sense... lolz.

watching portsmouth vs charlton just now.. in cantonese commentary. pissed by e fact tt both sides can't score and rarely even have good chances. these are two teams i will neva support man... lolz. BBC commentary lagging like fuck. so now settle to blog and listen to Jay Chou. dun feel like studying again n today only did integration and scanned through grp 7. and packed my econs file. lolz. life sux. but i will push on for this 3 weeks. after that. i am gonna have fun.

Sunday no futbal@VS cos of everyone's need to mug. completed PW stuff so i may not be even on the com for a long time to come. mayb nxt 3 wks i ban myself from it. ask my mother set a password for me. effectively preventing the com from tempting me to it. lolz. today is the last day i can slack like this. after this. even if my heart dun wanna study, i will force myself to. lolz. at least i will try.. dun wanna score e worst or one of e worst in class. i still wanna "金榜排名". And i will. at least i hope i will. lolz.

anyway. gtg try to mug. or at least rest myself for a long day tomolo.. i noe it will be long.. sundays are long without football...

till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

screwed up. Friday, September 15, 2006

Today was a bad day. lolz. knew it from the first thing in e morn. 1st, my father dun allow me to watch the Palermo, West Ham clash this morn. but i thank him for that, if not i would be so heartbroken that i will fail to sleep again. He postponed this dissapointment till 6.30am.

Morn went through GP without as much trouble as i have thought it will be.. for the first time in history i got 25/50. thought it would be a good day from then as it was also not raining.. lolz. PE was ok. lolz. played futbol, the slippery conditions made it damn tough to control the ball and run. at first still not bad. I ,sundar ,Addi n Ray on the same team, solid back, creative midfield, lethal finisher while the other team has Park, Rong Hua and PK, strong defence + engine. so we are somehow balanced. den after we took a 4-0 lead, e Mr Wee GL change e teams here n there den got a period of time end up I ray n sundar+ 2 other class + eric play against 9 ppl. lolz. damn tough, chiong up and down sia. lolz. then after a few goals here n there the match ended 5-5. lolz. but " We should have scored 10"... lol..

After that maths lecture n physics tutorial was largely uneventful cept that it started raining heavily, a sign of the things to come.

Chem spa i screwed up in the most screwed up kinda way u can imagine. if i am lucky, as in damn lucky, like lucky number slevin that time of lucky. Btw, do anyone noe wad tt show is, it is in e newspaper for yrs n like quite stupid show. anyway. If i am lucky, i will get a B7.. lolz. but for this experiment 5 will be good. lolz. First, i cracked my boiling tube. is not one crack then the whole thing come off time. is the crack so many cos i never notice that it cracked and continue heating it that after i cool it, lift it up to go weigh, the residue inside and some of the glass shards have merged into one whole big ball like thing. N tt's not e end of my screwed-upness, i raised my hand, asked for Mr (wad's his name again?), anyway, its that Mr PIG, ask him look @ me adding the FA1, den in my trying to act pro, i added the weighing bottle together with FA1. lolz. WTF?!!??!?!, could anyone have screwed up more?. lolz.

after that went home, can't fall asleep, as i always can't. Tried to study but end up playing guli (marbles). lolz that rhymes.. mayb can create a poem out of my day.. lolz...

I flopped skill B,
and cannot sleep,
Tried to study,
but played Guli.

learn from e chinese teacher, use the 比喻手法 to describe my feelings just now.

窗外下着大雨，我的心情也如苍天一般，大声地正在哭嚎。

lolz. not exactly so, but still its not bad, at least i 学以致用。mayb next time write zhuo wen i insert the above phrase.

lolz. song bo. champion sia i.

still damn sad. EoM was rejected, but i finished my 2nd draft, hope this time it goes through.. lolz. damn sian now.. no feel to study. mayb study tomorrow.. but today lets enjoy the artistic quality of my poem. lolz.

till nxt time.. lolz.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

relief in stress Thursday, September 14, 2006

lolz. finally finished my EoM, on the interview, lolz. someone may have done on it before but dun care liao lah. i searched google for like 5 hrs still cannot get article give up sia.. ngeh ngeh do it. lolz.

relief at last. having finished that EoM shit, but there is still much more to mug for promos. n tt EoM have not been accepted yet. must start mugging later.. lolz. go sheng shiong at loyang point later to stock up on my keropok and potato chips, den can mug properly liao. lolz.

sian. my day kinda spoilt now. Just recieved news that my father is coming back from malaysia today. Haiz. that means he wun allow me wake up to watch the UEFA cup clash between West Ham and Palermo. sian.. haiz. NVM.. lolz. they will manage to win... i hope.

lolz. anyway.. gtg mug liao...

till nxt time...

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

Eom Wednesday, September 13, 2006

fuck workin from 8 till now still can't find tt stupid/F***ing/dumb/K******B article for my EoM. searching for drug rehabilitation in google gives millions of results while my former article was critisized as ' taken from a government body' and searching the archives give millions of stuff from government bodies. damn sian.

found millions of articles but all have little or no link to my project n i am falling asleep. hate EoM. can't imagining me struggling at shits like this man. now stuck at UN website, at least found out that UN has a drug abuse department. this sux. still need to study for promos sia. sian.

hating EoM. lolz.

on a lighter note. Juz now went Ray's place mug wif Bain and Ray. sorry guys for making u all wait so long while i photocopy e notes. lolz. u can contact my agent to get whatever compesation you want.lolz. I more thing, i not what WHUATC ok. is WHUFC, West Ham United Football Club, not abbriviation( can't spell this word) of anything sia. i am a champion. Rooney and Giggs, one day u will bow to my immense power. Joking Joking. We must unite against a common enemy, Jason ******s where ****** is the person. lolz.

lolz. must stop my constant vulgarities, lolz. later get sent to robben island also. lolz. so will try from now on.

miss football.. it has now been 1wk 2 days and nearly 5 hrs since i last kicked a ball.. and that is a lifetime to me... so if counting by the same way.. promos are 2 lifetimes away from me. lolz. Need Football.. hope fri Pe can Joga, if not my leg will run off to play soccer with itself and i would have to move around in a wheelchair..lolz.

lolz. till nxt time... now think go rest liao.. can't face the computer any longer or i will destroy the com, or the other way round.lol

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

wasted life Saturday, September 09, 2006

lolz. wasted today. only read the CBA notes for the whole day. fuck. wasting my time away. morn play some rubbish game on com, den went room read football weekly n played wif my bionicle. lolz. cos i really too sian den really super dun feel like studying.

Afternoon went wif parents to expo, go food fair, book fair, robinson warehouse sale, ate like loser den now damn full n feel slightly sick.

Now watching liverpool lose to everton. 2-0 with 15 mins remaining. and they just squandered yet another chance. Liverpool sux. serves them right for beating West ham a fortnight ago. sian want the players to fight sia. best if agger and gerrard fight with cahill and johnson, den all get 3 months ban. lolz. gerrard gets dropped by Mclaren who things he cannot control his temper and calls up Reo-coker instead. 77 mins over.

Recieved reply for the written reports liao. Ppl frm my group pls go check e mail. lol. Song bo. 80 mins Kuyt injured. lolz. 1 down. 10 to go

Wasting my life away. but i completing my cina game soon. so once i complete it i will uninstall it, find a box and lock all my bionicle, games and videos away till e end of promos.

School restarting in 2 days, sian. this holiday dun feel like any holiday at all. the next one can only get better--- if i pass my promos. fuck. when even ppl like reuben are starting to feel e urgency i am still wasting my life away.. got some serious thinking to do man.. lolz.

sian. Like taking drugs sia, wasting my life away. can't be like this any further. must stand up and stop doing rubbish and start to work.

89mins gone now. Think Everton confirm win liao. lolz.

nth much else.. nth much to look forward today cos no west ham match. lolz. but tomorrow.. lolz. west ham gonna play villa, if we could thrash them 4-1 last season without C. Cole, L. Bowyer, J. Spector, J. Pantsil, G. Mchartney, R. Green,T. Mears, C. TEVEZ and J. MASHERANO.. think what could we do this season.. we could field a totally changed side against them man!! lolz. but of cos, some of them are injured.

LOL. 90+3. TIM CARSLEY scores against Liverpool in the most comical manner. lolz. 3-0.. EAT shit LIVERPOO.. WTF. lolz.

nth much else.. till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

lol. 2nd part of song Friday, September 08, 2006

just before going to Malaysia. I bring you the 2nd part of my song.

"his my is physically twisted.
he's doing the superposition.
he's got alot of nagging, nagging words,
that he called help.
still he taught superposition,
pure shit and trash.
some try to remember,
others will forget.

So i called up the Kaptain,
Please let me go eat.
he said
I cannot let you go and eat, till i finish question 9.
And still those voices are calling from far away,
wake me up in the middle of the class.
Just to hear them say...

Come down to the canteen of VJC
what a lovely place x2
what lovely food.
we're eating in the canteen of VJC
what nice food.
what nice food.

Fans on the ceiling,
football on my feets.
and he said.
you are all just prisoners here.
of your own device.
and in the canteen of VJC
they gathered for the feast.
They attack the machine with their cold bare hands.
but they just can't get the drink.

Last thing i remember,
i was running for the door.
I had to find the passage way, to the food in the canteen.
Relax said Mr Kwek.
We are still not finished.
You can pack up anytime you like.
But you can never leave..."

lolz. going malaysia now. lolz. will be damn sian. lolz. will be back by tomolo. Ray can help Organise sunday soccer cos i mayb back only by late tomolo n my phone no roaming. thks.

nth much. cept that i shortlisted a few names to replace Diego. Jai'jia'zinho, Gia'jia'nfranco. lolz. both with some sort of 'jia' in it. or will change my spelling of my name to jiãhão, which add that brazillian influence to it like luisão, tostão and falcão. lolz. mayb juz hão. lolz.

till nxt time. when i return from malaysia..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

little man Thursday, September 07, 2006

lolz. studied wif zhou n reub @ loyang pt mac juz now. after which went watch little man. which was quite a good show. lolz. damn funny. recommended to watch if u wanna take a break from mugging.

lolz. sian. my beloved azzurri lost 3-1 to the headbutters. sian. dun think tt donadoni guy is a gd coach, italy should sack him immediately, so far he has lost twice n drawn once (with lithuania). WTF. tt is not world champion standard. Italy should win lithuania comfortably with thier 3rd team n there is no excuse. dun gimme that bullshit about lacking match fitness. They could have taken maccarone, rossi and corradi, all whom has started competitive soccer in england already. they better get a new coach or risk sitting out of the euro, like the last time they won the world cup.

damn sian now. dun wanna mug no more. lolz. juz saw bain's XI on his blog. so gonna put my XI up also. lolz.

GK Dino Zoff
The goalkeeper to have kept a clean sheet the longest time, from September 1972 to June 1974 (1142 minutes!). Win world cup at 40 wif italy. pure greatness. the one i aspire to be.

RB Cafu
My favoruite brazil player. He is simply amazing, playing for Brazil in 4 world cup. and performing at the very best at all 4. His powerful runs down the right flank is greatly admired by me.

D C Franco Baresi
Widely considered to be the best ever defender along only a handfew others, baresi was the defensive lynchpin of Italy and milan in the 1980s. Most solid of defenders ever. The milan no. 6 was retired in respect of him.

DC bobby moore
Every team needs a captain. and Moore will be mine. A hammer and a World cup winning captain. Bobby moore is one of the best defenders also. Moore is also a clean tackler and is one of the fairest player in football, in fact, pele called him ' the greatest defender he had ever played against'.

LB Paolo Maldini
Well known for his influential captaincy, ice-cool temperament and flawless defending. He is still playing at the very highest level with milan. A naturally right-footed left back( lolz. damn similar wif me here), maldini became synonymous with the left back position.

RM Sir Stanley Matthews
A Great winger who plays very cleanly and has never been booked even once in his whole career. Arguably the best ever dribbler of the ball, Matthews played till 50 and still proclaimed that he retired 'too early'

CM/ playmaker Johann Cruyff
need i say more. Cruyff is simply the best player holland ever produced. A great player who deserves to be in every XI

ML Ronaldinho
The most difficult position to select but it suprises me how long i took to fill this position. Ronaldinho, the reigning Footballer of the yr, is the best one could ever find in this position.

FC Gianfranco Zola
Zola is simply amazing, the best ever player to play for Chelsea, much better than shevechenko or ballack or lampard or terry or all of them put together.

ST Roberto Baggio
'The divine ponytail'. The reason i started supporting Italy in 1994. Baggio is simply amazing

ST Diego Maradona
Considered better than pele by me. He is the greatest player in the world ever to me. His dribbling, finshing, touch, control, everything is perfect. The best striker you can ever find.

The SUBS. those who are damn good but not enough to reach the first XI of my team.
S1 Gordon banks.
Best keeper England ever produced.
S2 Giacinto Fachetti
An amazing defender, let this be a tribute to him who has recently died.
S3 Fabio Cannavaro
just look at his performance in this world cup. If i can have more than 11 players on the field he would be in there already.
S4 Franz Beckenbauer
Great defender. another player i aspire to be like.
S5 Michel Platini
Best player France ever produced, much better than the headbutter.
s6 Francesco Totti
My favourite player in the Italy squad nowadays. great loyalty. and much more than a footballer with his humaritarian movements.
S7 Geoff Hurst
Only player to score a hat trick in the world cup finals. A hammer.
S8 pele
need i say more. His leaving out of the first XI is solely because i have never seen him play and was not impressed by his videos.
S9 George Weah
Best ever African player.

There are much more legends in the world and i will not be able to fit them all in to this 20 player list. give me a 100 player list n i won't even know who to leave out. But this is still my favourite XI.

lolz. damn tired. gonna go slp liao.

till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

wed update. Wednesday, September 06, 2006

lolz. decided to update on what happened today since my morn post. quite lame to post so frequently but lolz. anyway doing some other stuff online so.. juz blog.. lolz. Went Physics holiday tutorial just now. lolz. damn sian and damn hungry inside. lolz. so hungry that almost made a song out of it. lolz.

"In a cold, air-coned classroom,
cool wind in my hair
Thinking of what i would eat,
when i go outside.
Out of the class in the distance,
I saw a shimmering light.
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to eat something now.

There she stood in the canteen,
I heard her shrilling voice.
and i was thinking to myself
There is the heaven and this is the hell.
Then she took out the chicken
And she added the fries.
There were voices down the corridor,
i thought i heard them say..

Come down to the canteen of VJC
what a lovely place x2
what lovely food.
plenty of food in the canteen of VJC
any time of year x2
you can find it here."
-Sing to hotel california

after the lessons went play futbal @ VJC astroturf. lolz. quite fun, got slight drizzle for part of the game but still ok. lolz .Addi is imba. his dribbling ultimate. lolz.but THIS IS MY YEAR. LOL.

when i came back found some person asking for directions, lolz den found out my directions sux to the core. lolz. can't differenciate left from right. lolz. only place i can differenciate left n right is on the football field, out of that i am clueless. lolz.

sian. supposed to mug but still haven started cos whole afternoon help mother burn discs. lolz. while playing game. lolz. gonna mug now. even park n jimmy's gonna mug, gonna lose out if i dun start soon. lolz. soon as in like right now. lolz.

gonna go my room n on the aircon n mug. lolz. mayb while mugging i will get some new inspiration to write some song again. lolz. till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

lolz. decided to post something b4 go for physics in skool. lol.

yesterday went Ran's place wif Zhou n Reub. lolz. quite fun. lolz. played PS2 wif munhoe keep on calling like his phone free like that. lolz. imagine this, playing soul calibur III, den juz when u gonna execute some killer move, munhoe strikes n forces u to use 1 hand to answer his call, making u play wif 1 hand n get owned. lolz.

sian. haven started to mug yet even though i was supposed to start 3 days ago. lolz. mayb will start today, but today got physics sia. lolz. den after physics play futbol, come back will sian den will slp or eat or play but not mug. lolz.

1st thing i must do is to pack my files. lolz. my notes for the yr are like more shuffled than anyway u can shuffle a deck of card. lolz. n the probability of drawing something you want from the whole stack is virtually zero, since i do not know what i want, and do not know what is inside the stack, and do not know how many pieces are there in the stack, so

P(draw something that you want)= 1/∞ (and 1 divided by ∞ is virtually 0)
P(draw something that you want)=0

on the other hand, if you know what you want, say physics notes is in that pile:

P(draw a physics notes| Physics notes in the pile| all subjects exists as equal amounts)= 1/6
(since i only has 6 subjects) ....

lolz. sad that probability not tested. if not i ownage. lolz. instead test that graphing shit. hate graphs. lolz. have to start studying. must start studying. but will i?

lolz. still damn happy that west ham signed tevez n masherano. hope they stay, they are on 4yr contracts. but lolz. even if they leave, i will enjoy them this season. lolz.PARDEW'S CLARET AND BLUE ARMY!!!

nth much else. till nxt time.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

monday review Monday, September 04, 2006

its the end of monday, n i would like to say that my mood somehow cleared up quite abit.

supposed to start mugging today, but felt so unmotivated that all i did was to pack my chem and phys files and play and stone the rest of the day off.

went play football @ VS juz now.. lolz. quite fun. but today less ppl cos i think many chinamen went back china or something. lolz. Rong Hua and bain again stole the show as their tireless runs were simply fantastic. lolz. den after football i pushed addi into the pond.. lolz. but when he come up cannot outrun him.. lolz. damn sad.. den i tio also. lolz. sad sia. den stinking the bus n MRT up on my way back. lolz.

going ran's place tomolo.. think its gonna be great.. lolz. hope it is great.. lolz.

till nxt time..

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

vortex falls Sunday, September 03, 2006

Sure. Vortex has fallen short of its ideals.
Sure. We did not win as often as we should have.

Damn pissed at somebody's post about me and vortex FC.

Yes, I have missed many a match and many a vortex 'training' session but NEVER have I missed one on purpose. All the matches i missed, i have reasons, i was sick, or injured or disallowed by parents. IF SOMEPPL think that i should attack my parents and fight my way out of the door to play in a soccer game or give up on more important priorities such as studying for soccer then i'm sorry, i'm not prepared for that. I am proud of my 6 A1's which show something much more than SOMEPPL who played football the whole day and end up in some 'GREAT' JC. If SMSing countless SMSs to people BEGGING them to come only to recieve a few replies and calling those who did not and listening countless times to mobile operators and spending my ENTIRE mobile plan organising these things are not enough, then i am sorry to say i am not good enough you should have left me out in the beginning. IF my efforts, MY EFFORTS to establish this team, giving them my everything, just to recieve negative comments from SOMEBODY should be critisized, then i'm sorry i quit. If wearing the red and white jersey with pride to every footballing session anywhere and praising everyone of the players when people asked and blaming myself for every game lost, every missed save, every mispass, every bad tackle, every decision and not blaming anyone else is still not good enough, then i seriously dunno what is. Lastly, IF I am to be critisized, let the person who critisize me by someone who have done more or at least the same to the team, not some HYPOCRITE who did not do a shit but call reuben his slave.

To that person: You want to know why I ,reuben, zhou and all the choir ppl do not want to go AHS kick anymore? It is because of you. No one, NO ONE, likes to be YELLED around like a dog, not even reuben. And i am sick and tired of it. Everytime going there full of hope just to see a few people. Sure, i praise ppl like TTW, Bryan and CYC for their commitment and i deeply regret and apologise for letting them down. average attendance, 5-6? mayb 8 or 9 on a better day? when i sent more than 16smses everytime to 15-16 different people. Just ask Reuben and zhou, when did they last enjoy football more than last week, when all of us played at VS. Sorry, vortex, i have let you down. I am now a Forca member, and now, everytime i call 9 people. 9 people replies me and 20 including the hostel stayers come ON TIME. Dun believe me? go VS and see for yourself. You think you have done alot, please, i do not want to argue a person who was so 'COMMITTED' to setting up the club just to jump ship on the first opportunity. and where is your best mate Boon whom you ask to join the team? how many time has he came.

Let me clarify somethings, vortex was set up as a 'people's club'. One where anyone can join and give their best. At the beginning when we are known as Manhope was good, when people are committed. Then came the 4L and 4G members, i am sorry to say that i have been greatly dissapointed by many of you, most of you for that matter. But i blame no one but myself. I blame myself for not letting you develop the commitment of some members, and i blame myself for not instilling discipline and pride into the team. For that, i am truly sorry.

The true reason why vortex fell? we were never a team. Just factions of players playing together cos none of us have enough ppl to form a team. Sorry for critisizing you guys. We had some pretty great time. But this is very much the fact. The very unstable foundations on which we tried to build the team. And if anyone has the right to critisize, it will be me, who is now critisizing everyone for the first time, not some HYPOCRITE totally UNRELATED to the team.

THE DRAGON OF VORTEX HAS NEVER FELL, IT SIMPLY JUST NEVER ROSE.

If all my efforts are to be critisized like this without a worth, then sorry, i will never don the red and white jersey of vortex again.

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO

So much to write about. Saturday, September 02, 2006

lolz. have so much to write abt in this few days but neva got the time to do so.

first. Damn happy that West Ham signed Tevez n masherano, 2 great players that i believe represents a brand new era at upton park..

addi's video is now online. lolz. at youtube. click here..

today's family3 carnival was quite a success.. lolz. not much...

oh yes, i'm a great pretender...
pretending that i'm doing well...
my need is such, i pretend too much...
i'm lonely but no one can tell...

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO