lolz. last nite watched liverpool own tottenham 3-0 then Chelsea fulham 1st half. tottenham really cannot make it now. lolz. sian. today morn see West ham lost again. now to Man City. What the hell is Pardew doing? I really dun wanna see West Ham repeat the terrible 03-04 season.
on another note. FM is gonna be released on 20th October!!! WOOHOO!!! can hardly wait. and its release date is Juz nice after promos. Demo release is programmed to be nxt wkend. so is like after promos straight away can play liao. For FM i am gonna Mug.. lolz. stuck @ physics. found out reading those empty notes of mine is close to useless. So do my assesment bks and read txtbk more useful. lolz.
FM OWNS CM.
listened to Ray's rant last nite and though abt wad he said before falling asleep. Its true. Children now are too pampered and sheltered. For example, last time when we meet problems, we will try to solve them ourselves, telling parents and teachers are not an option and it is considered balless to do so. So even if i involve in a fight and went home with an ankle twisted, i would say i fell into a drain. Or when i failed test or got bad results, instead of going home in that 'act-act' 'pitiful' den crying and look damn sad way and get consoled by parents. I will try every other thing to hide and act a man. I would flush the papers down the toilet, unplug all telephone lines so the teachers can't call, or bury the papers in a hole in the garden( when i was in malaysia) but never will i just like give up these ways without trying them first. But children now do things the other way. Abit problem tell mother tell teacher liao. Den everything also use the crying technique, male or female. To me, a man crying is like so akua, unless its you win world cup or something similar after hardwork, or after a fight, where even if you cry u wun differenciate blood or tears. And parents always seem to favor the younger ones. I remember when i was young, everytime i did something wrong, i was made to face the wall, sometimes for 1 or 2 hours, sometimes kneeling, and sometimes canned until i could no longer feel pain. But i am thankful for that cos it hardened me, especially in primary school fights. My endurance was one of the highest then and i once managed to 'defeat' a guy about 3 times my weight in 'wrestling', which is fighting in the void deck trying to imitate techniques learnt from wrestling. anyway, but now, the younger ones hardly get punished, my sis was rarely punished and even when punished the punishments were much lighter. At 1st i thought is cos my sis is a girl, but after hearing ray rant. i found out it is regardless of sex. Another example, I always try to manourvre my way through troubles by a combo of lies and clever manipulation of feelings, and everytime i fail i rethink my ideas and improve them, but now, i see the children, the try once, then if fail forever dun try again liao. lolz.
anyway. now listening to Imagine by The beatles, damn inspired by it.
Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religon too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...
Imagine no possesions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
In a brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...
You may say i'm a dreamer
But i'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Not like my beliefs but i am changing. lolz.
