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Leavin on a Jetplane.. Friday, February 17, 2006

lolz.. second time i using this song as my title.. but different from e last time.. dis time i "dunno when i'll be back again" .. lolz.. sad sia.. cos i will be leavin on thurs 23rd, 9pm. lolz. feel exceptionally calm, despite my imminent departure. dunno y am i so calm. i should be considering escaping my house at this moment. or throwing my temper around. but i am calm. damn calm.

Feel like i haf been here a lifetime. thought in fact it was only 7 years. Too short? Too long? i don't know. Remember when i was first here. i threw a great rage and felt extremely sad before i arrived. But i adapted quickly. Though e 1st yr was quite bad. No Chinese in my class. i had to mix with malays. But i adapted quick. Probably becos of my knowledge of their language. I was also young at that time. friends mattered. but not that much. I was still a puppet, controlled by my parents. Not that i am not a puppet now.. but at least i am more human, and have more autonomy over myself. But this time, wonder will e transition be as easy. Or ten times harder. Lolz. i survived 1st few yrs here due to ppl like Mcron, Leslie, Edmund and Nigel. different class at first. but soon we became 1 gang. lolz. those days were fun. damn. now like old man dying recollecting the past. lolz. Anyway, they were my first friends here and they made settling in much easier.

Then Secondary school came. I was once again lost from all friends. for i topped Coral Primary PSLE and was e onli one tt entered AHS. lolz. Dun even noe any shit. thought i was at least one of e pro-est in e skool. But i was wrong. damn wrong. I was one of e last. the last third. bottom 33%. i was 246/360. but heck cared at tt moment. lolz. still everydae playing wif Reub, Zhou,Kian hwee. etc. Magic was my life. Once one of e top players in e class.lolz. But sec 2 start 2 wake up. though still haven totally wake up. lolz. Leaped 50 places to 196/360. happy. middle 1/3. thought i champion liao. with some superb appeal skills by my father went into trip science. Around last in class at 1st, one of onli 4 taking normal cina. truly waked up. cos mix wif ppl like neh neh, SK, tiu, Jiesheng and Jinhan. lolz. leaped even more amazingly. By 1st semester was 67/377. Exhilarated. but it was not enough for me. My nemesis, E female JH. was still ahead. From then i placed her as target, vowing to overtake or at least equal her in terms of results. From then on Pia really hard, though got play and hone my laming skills also. lolz. End of sec 4 was 48/366. Still not enough. got last chance. O levels. Results dae. i got 6 A1, same as her. lolz. but she got 9 subjects i got 8. so my percentage A1 is 75%, but her's is 66.7%. I won!!! happy. though not as happy with myself. cos my target was 8pts, 7A1s. lolz. but enough is enough. i won. therfore i won.

Lolz. not forgetting choir. Choir was in a way enriching. Fun and added excitement. Also inspired me to create my most sucessfull laming story ever. Manhope I,II, III. It was one of the proudest achievement i have. although some might say that is useless, but for me it was a measurement of my ability to lame. and prove of a true lamer. lolz. Other stories i participated or created are not and never as sucessfull, Taitiu, Chordana I, Bleach-JHed., Masked rider MH, Story of Huang.and more recently Memoirs of a Choir boy, thought Memoirs of a choir boys popularity is far too early to be rated. Lolz. other sucessfull story as Randall I, due to its huge link with manhope. And Kok Warz, though i onli wrote a small part of it. mostly was carried out by Soh. anyawy, back to choir. Choir gave me friends, Reubs, Rans, Zhous, Hoes, Lai Zhans, Nochs, Colin.Justin, Jonathan, Daniel( e went ACS one). Joel, Daniel. ETC ppl. lolz. Without choir there would not be what is currently known as Vortex FC,me, reub, ran,zhou, justin,boon,cyc,bryan,ttw,ryan,randy,poh,lietbeng,kokyi, zhengyi,samuel,siyao+ anyone i missed out.. i think no more liao. oh ya. Andrew. lolz. Vortex Fc,evovled from former MANHOPE FC, lolz. which was formed within choir. so Choir played a huge role in sec skool life.lolz.

Now IN VJC 4 1st 3 mths. lolz. made friends there. but sad tt muz leave without realli noeing dem yet. lolz. If i neva went NZ i would haf stayed at VJ, i kinda liked it. lolz. admittedly econs tutor sux, but overall still ok. lolz. i had been at worst skools. wif worst teachers.

Sian. bout 1 week exactly from time of typing this will be leaving liao. wonder when i can come back. It may be days, weeks, months, years, or maybe never. lolz.. but i can say tt, my 7 yrs here are well spent. and it is not too long, but a bit too short. lolz. but from BoA's Everlasting, "If this farewell is but the start of another journey." I will haf to face the next part of my life. lolz. perhaps one of the most drastic change i will ever face. lolz. but i shall treat it as an adventure to move on. lolz.. Zutto zutto wasure nai, tobira ikutsu akete mo, donna ni tooku hanarete mo, tsunaida te to te, hanare wa shinai. lolz. i will neva forget this 7 yrs. lolz.

Hell of a long and emotional post this is.. lolz. really feel like some old man recollecting.. lolz... till next time...

THE CLARET AND BLUE

DIEGO